Back to work today. I forgot what it’s like!
reset
December 15, 2009 at 5:35 am (random)
Amount of time that has passed since I last went on a date: Umm, I just got back from one actually. :D
status quo
December 14, 2009 at 8:26 pm (random)
Amount of time that has passed since I last went on a date: 2+ years.
henrEEE
December 1, 2009 at 9:15 am (random)
I’ve been formulating assembly lines for the menial tasks I’ve been putting off for months. I’m kicking ass. Room cleaning ass.
auto pilot
November 28, 2009 at 11:44 am (music, random, thoughts)
Yeah for coasting! My sleep schedule doesn’t work anymore. My eating schedule don’ work no mo’. I found the commune house; I found the dream girl.
I’ve swapped amps with my friend Joe, my time spent playing guitar has increased quite a bit recently as a result. The party house is also a great congregation of musical motivaaation. I happened upon my other quarter inch cable too, opening up the possibility that I might be able to record with this temporary Marshall. Anyway, I’ve got a bunch of errands to take care of before I can learn some tunes for tonight’s party.
prorate crastinate
November 21, 2009 at 9:17 am (music, random, thoughts)
I’m gonna to play some guitar, that’s what I’m gonna do. I’m gonna drag myself through the mud, yeah, gonna throw it on you. I’m gonna make some sense, by the time I’m through. I’m gonna… no I can’t lose!
I am very excited about music these days. I’ve cleared up a lot of conflicts in my mind recently which has really helped my motivation level. As things slip into place I feel a greater desire to perfect my ability and apply it in a more recognizable way. I just stopped giving a fuck about what I’m supposed to be doing – conceptions of normalcy in someone else’s brain – somewhere along the path, which has calmed me considerably. As I relax more it becomes easier to be creative and to reflect upon that creativity positively. That’s important to me; it’s too easy to constantly criticize one’s creations to the point of counter-productivity.
I definitely care more about my reflections on my creations more than I care about those of anyone else. After all, it’s supposed to represent something to me, and the fun for everyone else comes from looking at it from their lens.
Oh yeah, and Neil Young is the shit! Keep on rockin in the free world!
new up[but no]dates
September 29, 2009 at 11:29 pm (random, thoughts, wut)
I’m locked in a room! The lock is on the inside! AHHHHHHH! Do we even stop to consider the pros and cons of having a cell phone? Or is it a foregone conclusion that we all need one? Until recently I never thought about it. But wouldn’t one miss out on a lot of going-ons? Wouldn’t you take more control of your life if you didn’t have those distractions? Hmm.
I’m sick again. This time is worse than a two day ‘under the weather’ feeling. I’ve got a terrible cough and my lungs hurt. BRAND NEW UPDATED INFLUENZA VERSION H1N1 COMING TO YOU FREE OF CHARGE. (This announcement brought to you by the media.) Haven’t people been dying from the flu since… the flu has existed? NO! RUN! Okay Mr., I need you to tone down the agitation level a bit.
My little brother had a girl over today. He now official gets more action than I do (and that’s not even really action, yet). Upon this realization, I suddenly imagined a cozy cabin along the coast of Oregon, nestled amongst the rocks and giant pine trees. Man I could go there. I could live like that – away from it all – and be at peace. BUT WUT ‘BOUT DAT CHRONIC SMOKE??
I’ve been playing guitar rather regularly this past week. And (GGAGASP!) I’m getting much better (relatively)! Maybe there is something to be said for dedication to one craft, one way of life, or completing one task set in front of you. Addiction, it may not be healthy but it can make you money. And since when has the system lent proper consideration to your health? I should play more guitar, more regularly and for longer amounts of time.
Free write.
I wonder…
September 3, 2009 at 9:49 pm (music, random)
I’ve got a big weekend planned and a lot of planning yet to do for the hiking trip that commences this coming Wednesday. Tomorrow I will be attending Billy’s graduation party, an event I’m excited for. I haven’t seen my friend in a while and it will be good to touch base with him, especially now my head is a little clearer! :)
Saturday is a musical celebration, as the gSPOT is practicing once more. We will share our love-sweat with youuuuu.
Sunday is KYssie’s burfaday. I hope she doesn’t barf on me.
After this weekend and the trip, I’m going to be taking on the role of enforcer. This is going to be great for my guitar playing. I have several fun but un-creative pursuits I’m working on as we speak (in break-mode right now). Here’s to not chalking this up as another abandoned endeavor (we’ve had enough of that, haven’t we blarg fish??!!??). :D
These pursuits haven’t gone undocumented and I do believe even the semi-clever soul can make educated guesses.
crank
August 19, 2009 at 9:41 pm (music, random)
I’m fucking cranky and it’s because I haven’t had a cigarette in a long time (relative to how addicted I am to them – the 12th of August was the last time you curious motherfuckers).
This experience has taught me there is no guarantee that you can control everything in your life. Also, it has taught me that I want to control everything in my life. I’m going to listen to Helter Skelter now. Peace.
